i have some really good things going for me right now. i love my job. i love the people i work with and it's going pretty good. i'm learning a lot and being challenged to think about things in new ways. i've got some great friends. i'm talking to a great guy. i'm finally starting to look at apartments and the possibility of moving out is slowly turning into a reality.
but i continue to screw it up. i continue to make the wrong decisions. i can't seem to get it right. everytime life starts going good, i do something to mess it up. i can't allow myself to be happy. i'm frustrated that i keep running around the same circle and i don't know how to get off.
i have the desire to change but i don't have the skill or strength to do it.
About Me
- 20-something
- I'm a 20-something, a product of my generation but an old soul with a caring heart and a stubborn will. I love Jesus and want to get to know him more. I procrastinate on the big stuff. I am an observer by nature. I over think everything. My memory amazes me daily. I rarely get lost. I love spending time with kids but really enjoy being able to give them back. I am enjoying the season of life I am in and the freedom that it brings me. I have been converted to a spa chick but I didn't need a lot of convincing. I never know the names of songs, even the ones I like. I love the summer rain. I am a reader and will read just about anything. I don't eat meat. I'm a quiet leader trying to find my own space in the world.
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