today was a hard day to make the decision.
ever since friday, when i made the decision, life's been different. maybe because for the first time it was an authentic decision. and up until today it was easy. but i knew the day would come when i would wake up tired and grumpy. and it wouldn't be so easy.
today was that day.
but i had to make a choice. do i allow my feelings and surroundings guide my decisions? do i allow the fact that i was tired to guide my decisions?
nope. i fight. i stand up and say i'm not going backwards.
and i had to tell myself that over. and over. all day long. i was sitting at my desk, irritated with some events at work, and i had a choice to make. sink into what i was feeling or hand it over and let God guide.
and i'm happy to report that for the first time in a long time i didn't sink. what an amazing experience.
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